thank you for all this time, being with me and all... i really enjoy your company... when im moody, your there... when im happy, your there... when im slacking or playing, your there... it seem that we have been together all the time and it seem that you really know me le. when im moody and all the other stuff but i really wan to say this... thank you... thank for you to be with me all this while... cant thank you enough...

And sorry for the times that i raise my voice on you when i want get somethings done and also the times when i tried to be funny like making you "suan" and all. even though you seem to be not affected but i know that you will like think about the stuff i said (i know you will, even if you won't don't tell me).. really sorry, i will try to control... most of all, i really hope you will always be here and things will just stay as how it is now... lovingly and perfect. thank you...

thats all i want to say le... loves~

just now for this whole day, i was like slacking non-stop in class... really very boring and there is nothing to do... i decided that i will pon chinese and play my game and ya.. i really did pon eventhough next monday is the actually A level exam.. i will still study for it, i guess... just now in class we decided that we need to make full use of our time and so... this is what happen....

























ya.... we took foto using my laptop de web cam lor... cool rite... after which we rotted for few hours in school cause it was raining like crazy so just play cards in the shelter... then we went to derrick house to celebrate TQ birthday..





thats all for today lor... quite a fun day to slack and all...

and last but not leas... really like this song yuding introduced to me...

really love tis video!!

really loved this song by dbsk


DBSK/TVfXQ - Lovin' You
JAEJOONG:
ano eki ni tsuita nara kimi wa mou boku no kanojo
janaku naru
sukoshi yukkuri aruite kimi wa kotoba sagashiteru

JUNSU:
saigo made iwanakute mo ii yo sono kao mite wa wakaru
kara
itsumo machi awaseshiteta kaisatsu ga chikazuku yo

YUNHO:
oh everyday boku no tonari de waratteta

YOOCHUN:
you far away mou nido to ano hi no kimi ni aenai ne

JAEJOONG:
Lovin' you tsunaideta kimi no te ga Lovin' you
hanarete yuku
Lovin' you boku no te wa nukumori wo Lovin' you
oboeteru no ni

JUNSU:
mamoreru to negatta kimochi wa nani wo oshitsuketa
dake kana
kimi no kokoro ga tojiteku sore sae mo kizukazu ni

YUNHO:
oh hard to say nani wo ieba yokatta darou

YOOCHUN:
so far away mou ichido egao mo kimi ni shitai no ni

JAEJOONG:
Lovin' you itsumade mo tsuzuiteru Lovin' you yume wo
miteta
Lovin' you donna hi mo kawarazu ni Lovin' you
kagayaite itayo

CHANGMIN:
ashita mata aeru mitai ni itsumo no you ni furimui te
hoshii
kimi to kita sono subete omoi de ni naru mae ni

JAEJOONG:
Lovin' you tsunaideta kimi no te ga Lovin' you
hanarete yuku
Lovin' you boku no te wa kimi dake wo Lovin' you
motometeru no ni

Lovin' you itsumade mo tsuzuiteru Lovin' you yume wo
miteta
Lovin' you donna hi mo kawarazu ni Lovin' you
kagayaite itayo

Lovin' you.. yume wo miteta

there are also other videos that are quite nice

just read finish a manga named "bitter virgin" its a story of a gal who has been sexually abused by her step father and her mum was helpless in helping her. she was pregnant twice and give birth once. the other was a miscarriage. then in a transferred school she met this guy who was really popular and he accidentally knew about the secret and he do all he can to help her. its through love.. he love her and did not mind her past...

den im like hmmmm... what if this helps to me.. imagine near wedding, your spouse suddenly confess that he/she has sex before or being rape... what will your reaction be.. will u still love her as much.. will u still be able to forgive? i guess that was what was going on in my head for quite awhile.. deep rite? ya.. i know... i guess God has an answer for that. he forgive us even though we made him upset many times. he don't give up on us... he is always there doing his job quietly while he were so caught with our work that we sometimes forgotten him... he is there

hello people... im here to share same very nice video.. came across this today. v v nice and meaningful...


Those freezing hands aren't your fault
They carry scars from long before
Afraid to love someone,
You turn your back on the other side of the words...

Like ice, the embraced heart slowly starts to thaw

* For anyone to be loved by someone,
Makes life in this world shine
If it was me, I’d make your heart warm once more
With eternal tenderness

Even if fate’s games hurt the heart...
On the other side of the tears,
A single ray of light will swoop down into the darkness
We know that this is so

As strong as the suffering, we can feel people’s warmth

Everyone is searching for a place
That can take away the sorrow and loneliness
So… for you, that place is here
Don’t be afraid, don’t hesitate anymore, because I’ll protect you

To the point of being painful (my heart)
This love is beautiful (don’t be afraid)
Even if just momentarily (let you know my love)
This time is beautiful (you know… let you know my love)

* Repeat
and the other video is by shinee... a very nice MV eventhough its been a while but its still a nice video

today quite a meaningful day... went out to watch GIjoe wib my family... its been a awhile since i watch wib them. e previous was i tink matrix. tts really long. hahax.. den after tt went for dinner at coffee shop.. eat alot... as usual, oppx... den go home after tt.. thank you Lord for day!!! its really a meaningful day... hahax